I don't want to fight...

Really...

recently i have caused A LOT of mess...

- My classmates hate me for participating Occupy (I even got called a streetterrorist... me... I could laugh about it. But still... that's the strangest thing i ever heard about myself. I'm not agressive in my protests. I'm really peacefull...)
- People on internet forums hate me for being outspoken.
- And people in my hometown started to think strange of me because of dressing different than common recently... (And it's not even overly gothic or something. It's just... different.) and for participating Occupy.
They always tought i was a wacko with my fairies anyway...

But all i want in the end, is to change something. Not to fight, or their dirty looks at me, or them hating me. Just saying the truth in people's face... And i'm NOT mean. I will NEVER insult someone. I just complain about the wrongs in this world... but somehow i turned into a demon in their eyes...

I wish this mess would stop... immediatly. But i guess that's what all people who wanted to change things in this world have been trough... Madonna, Ghandi, Greenpeace, the people on the tahir square... If they would have stopped because of negative comments, nothing would have changed and evereything would have been just as it was 50 years ago.

I wish for people to free their minds and let go of all the greed, prejudices and hatred against each other. But why am i causing all of these things against myself???

I'm not desperate or sad or something. Just VERY, VERY annoyed